Saturday, April 07, 2007

celebrating death -- part3

"puyal pona pinnum puthu pookal pookum...
ilavenil varai naan irukindren....."

I still stand by this line...

I ask myself... "Y did I do this?..."
I tell myself... " because this was bound to happen.. this is what u wanted to happen"
I ask myself... "ok... Did I try hard to break that?"
I tell myself..." I tried hard..bloody hard.. I substituted someone in place of someone.. but still my heart always knew what it wanted"
I ask myself... "ok.. but y shuld u die for this?"
I tell myself.. " i need to die .. only then rebirth is possible"
I ask myself... " Do i have the courage to die..."
I tell myself... " i cant answer frivolous questions like this..isnt it obvious"..

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